Velgata

I'm shattered on the inside Pulled together on the out So scared I can't shout So brave it's reckless The cracks leave me breathless I am a sheet of glass Painted to look like a brick wall So fragile Oh you thought I was strong If only you weren't wrong I'm so broken It's a wonder I still work I'm a brick wall disguise Isn't it such a surprise Brick wall Don't worry I too thought I stood tall Sheet of glass Can you see the cracks? No because you only see the ruse I could give you any excuse Crumbling bricks There is no fix Smooth glass If I could only have held fast I am no longer painted Just shattered shards It jus

Each time I fool myself With this sad sense of positivity Like false words No it was false words Always false words False promises that I tried to hold onto That I tried to grasp Hanging on to it like a life line If I let go I would plummet down But the ledge I cling to keeps wanting to crumble Those sweet words Oh those sweet nothings I fell Because I just couldn't hold on I fell

When I sleep I visit you in my dreams So happy Memories I make in my head Feels so safe When I dream it's better the being awake In my dreams I'm not alone In my dreams I'm everywhere  but at home In my dreams my smile is real In my dreams I'm surrounded by friends That aren't there when I'm awkae I know every face Every smile I know all thier names But I've never met them When I dream I'm everywhere but home When I close my eyes You never left When I let go of the wake I'm not broken No not in my dreams When I dream My smile is real When I close my eyes I see friends I wish I had When I dream I'm not broken